After four loooong days in Portland, attending one of the best organized portfolio events in the U.S.,
Photolucida provided me with a mind boggling amount of visual and mental food for thought. Best part: connecting with wonderful photographers, renewing friendships, deepening relationships, being inspired, and getting re energized. Worst part: laying your work and your emotions on the line over and over, even when you are very tired. Very worst part: having a reviewer that was rude, arrogant, disrespectful of my materials and the effort that it took to create the work, present the work, pay lots of $$ for the review, the hotel, the meals, the transportation, and to show up with enthusiasm and grace. Very best part: the variety of cocktails that began to numb the mind following said experience.
So what did I want from this and was it worth the price? I would be lying if I didn't say that a nice fat book or a traveling exhibition, or perhaps a museum show would have been a nice result. But being practical, I realize that it's all about making connections, getting on people's visual Rolodex, and infusing your work with your intentions and point of view in a way that doesn't happen in the virtual world. As much as I like to complain of the the costs of these events, where else am I going to to meet publishers and curators and festival directors and gallerists from all over the world, that will actually take the time to discuss my work in a meaningful way.
What is unique to Photolucida are the reviewer/participant connections--it's not a "them and us" kind of review. We were all in it together, dining together, staying in the same hotel, spending time in the lobby. There is a respect and a camaraderie, and it's very appreciated.
Over the next few weeks, I will share some of my experiences and the wonderful work I had the privilege of seeing.